Go away fear. Go Go Go away. I have so much to do today. I don’t want your thoughts. I don’t want your feeling. I am reaching my potential right through the ceiling. I will reach limits as high as heaven. You’ve been trying to hold me since I was eleven. You can not have me. You have to go. The power inside me is what I know. Goodbye fear. I will not see you again. Hello faith my dear friend.
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The Beginning
When it’s a new beginning it seems like the end. Is this the way I really bend? We can never see the whole picture, but I try to see… all the unlocked doors in front of me. God gives us bits of hope and pieces of the Spirit. It’s up to us if we choose to wear it. We are never meant to stand in one spot. This is when we grow..is it not? He is speaking new perspective and a fresh attire. Will you come and sit by his fire? He is calling you! This is your chance! O how beautiful it is to dance his dance.
Patient with You
This is the slowest process in the world. Talk about patience. God has been fore shadowing the concept of time throughout the years. Cause it takes time to knock down fears. Watches and clocks. Tick Tock. He told me his concept of time and our concept of time is incredibly different but he wants to make his time our time. Patient but stay kind, in the small cluster frustration panic attacks too. Im seeing flaws and I wanna see you. Harder than I thought. Thats all I see. Should I be looking at it differently? Should I try harder? Wish I was smarter. The whole thing blah. I preyed to be patient with myself. And I get that weird feeling when I prey in his will like o thats the one I was hoping you’d ask for. Be careful what you prey for type of thing. But not really anything. Cause you know you have to be right here in this exact moment to learn that exact lesson. It gets me every time he knows what I’m gonna do before I do it. Like do I really know who I am to the core? I finally feel Love, O God I want more. I forget he doesn’t give me tests I can’t handle. He would never set me up for failure. Why is that such a hard concept to grasp? I think cause it shows myself how broken I am. It breaks my heart every time I don’t understand. Like who set me up for failure? They were all the captains of a little sailor. Some not meaning too because they didn’t understand certain places in different shoes. I’m guilty of this when I get the blues. I still continue to do the same. Out of habit, I still cause the pain. It’s hard to get all these truths when you’ve always believed lies. Literally fear is unraveling what a surprise. Process process respect it ya know. He says just relax it’s all apart of my show. God you know I’m not perfect but I do know my purpose. Less of me more of him. More of him. I feel it. No more doubt. I’m ready for that side of the fence. This one can die out. I’m ready to be found. Yeah there’s a million little lessons. But I’m starting to explore my biggest blessing. It’s freedom that comes a knocking. But my flesh is still rocking. Please take me outta my head, outta of my emotions. I can’t separate the sand from the ocean. My mountains will know your name. And I will bring you glory through the pain. Don’t forget it, when you find the truth. Hold on to even a tiny bit. And never forget who you are with.
You Come and You Grow
Shame and regret are the enemies that lie awake when you want to sleep. How could I do this? How could I not do that. I’ve always chased perfection. It’s not achievable but I’m going to come as close as I can as fast as I can. My way or no way. I had things really backwards. That is not the way God says it is. First he tells me no one is perfect. Then he tells me change takes time. I have to be the most impatient person I’ve ever met. Instant gratification is probably my favorite. I have to destroy that concept. For all good things really do take time. Thank God for Grace, I feel like I’ll be here a while. I’ve only had a relationship with God for about a year and I thought it was just a breakthrough knowing God himself but no there’s so much more than that. I’ve developed a lot of peace during my time with him. That’s fading away as I’m waiting not on him but on myself. Learning to be patient and understanding with myself is the hardest lesson yet so far. This should be more frustrating then interesting. I do know when it’s all said and done the results with be better than I can imagine. He goes before me. I forget that a lot. This is not a race. With patients comes greatness.
Stay Blessed!
Truth 